Final Moments

Well, tmw is the last day of college. Days gone by so quickly that when I was about to realised it, is already too late. Haha. Somehow or rather, i realised a drastic change in myself. Maybe is because as days gone by, we become more and more mature for everyday is a new learning process that sooner or later served us as our experiences in life. To some of u, hmm, i dunno, haha, well, i might be.... hmm, bad? or maybe jerkish but is ok and not to be forgotten, haha... sorry. Lol. Seriously, I did not know goin to school would be that nice until I met all of u. This year had been such a wonderful dream. Thanks to all of u for the wonderful memory that u have given me that makes it a wonderful dream. Without it, the existing me for now will not exist. To some of u, i might not see u again or we might not see each other again. For that, i would like to wish u good luck in life and to all the things u do. Haha. Well, i guess this is another one of my crap. Lol.

To all my classmates~: Fate has brought us all together and i would like to thanks all of u. Though there are times that we have to bid farewell to each other but the memories we have shared will always be remembered. Goodluck in life. ^.^y Haha.

Oh, crap... Is 8 already, well hope to see u all in the near future. =)

Naega Nuweottteon Chimdae (In My Bed)

Oneul deureosseo
nege saero-un namjaga saenggyeotttago beolsseo
ni chingu-ui ibeul tonghaeseo modu da peojyeosseo
niga eotteoke sagwigo inneunji neomu nollabeoryeosseo

Na-ege ju-eottteon ttokkkateun seonmureul mandeureojweosseo
ttokkkateun naeyongi damgin pyeonjil deotpputyeosseo
ireon sarangeun cheo-eumiramyeonseo baby

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde

Nareul bulleottteon ttokkkateun hochingeuro geu sarameul bureugo
naega neol deryeo gan gottteureul geu saram sonjapkko
machi cheo-eumgaboneun saramcheoreom seolle-ineun cheokhamyeo
modeun ge nawa hamkkehaettteon sojunghan chu-eoktteurinde
geu saramgwa dashihamyeon da jiweojiltende
urichu-eokttereul wae ji-uneunde waewae

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde

Naega tattteon cha
naega attteon uija
naega seo-ittteon jari-e geu sarami isseo
saranghandago maradeon ipssullo ije dareun saramui ibeul matjjugo
isseo

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde

Gonner

Conversation between me, Sara and Ivan:

Sara: So hows ur preparation?
Ivan: Ok la
Colin: .....
Sara: How many papers have u done?
Ivan: Physics I did 3 papers and Chemistry i did 3 also.
Sara: U?
Colin: Physics I did 1 booklet and Chemistry i did almost 1 paper.
Ivan: LOL.
Sara: Basically, u're dead la.
Colin: Yea.

Sometime later, somewhere in between the conversation between me and Ivan:

Ivan: For yesterday, I did 1 Physics paper and few of Chemistry question
Colin: Wah, so many?
Ivan: Yea. U?
Colin: LOL. Somehow I can only finish 6 question in 1 day.
Ivan: LOL.

Doomed.

Physics

Physics for me i think is the most interesting sciences among all the other. I love physics the most. It is the onli subject that i can sit there for 2-3 hours or maybe more than that to study it. The study of physics involves the mysterious universe we live in and the physical stuff which we're not able to see with our naked eyes.

4 greatest physicist that changes the world of physics:
i) Galileo Galilei
ii) Isaac Newton
iii) Albert Einstein
iv) Steven Hawking

At the same time being a great physicist, they were also the most renowned mathematicians of all time. Especially Isaac Newton who discover calculus that describe the motion of any objects all by himself in a room for 2 year without leaving the room. The 1st one who studied motion was Galileo Galilei, he rebelled against the church who ruled at that time saying that Earth rotates around the Sun. He was later imprisoned for lifetime. In his final years, he studied motion in the prison and his studies of motion was later continue by Isaac Newton who was born 800 miles away after his death. Besides that, Isaac Newton also discover gravity while he was walking towards an apple tree and saw an apple falling down. He created the 3 laws that soon governed the world of technology and physics. But under circumstances, somehow or rather if a object which move at the speed of light does not follow his law. The theory of relativity which is related to time and motion was soon discovered by Albert Einstein. In his early ages, Einstein have asked a rather impossible question which not many of us can answer even now. He said that "If I move as fast as the speed of light, will I be able to see the beam of light to be stationary?". Newton discovers the laws that govern the Earth but Einstein discover the laws that govern the entire universe. Apparently, the laws created by Einstein do not apply in small objects like the sub-atomic particle. The study of small atomic particles is called quantum mechanics. Steven Hawking is the one who marry the laws created by Einstein and the studies of quantum mechanics which seem impossible in Einstein years. He then discover the Hawking radiation created by black hole. Lol, i dun understand that one at all and that is why i wont describe it here. LOL. He done all his work after he finds out that the part of his brain which control motion was dying out. He only left 2 years before his entire body become paralyze. All of them might discovered different laws and have their own point of view in physics but they all shared a common characteristic which they all have great concentration power. On top of that, they also shared a peculiar behaviour where they do not interact much with society. All of them are not good in their academic performance in their early years. Most important of all, they all shared the same interest and passion in physics which enables them to sacrifice they're lifetime in discovering physics.

My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' 'till you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

The Power of Love

I guess Love really can change a person totally, when u really fall truely for the one u love most. No reason to love really. Love is all about how much u can devote urself to that particular person. I've been really a jerk for the past time for i've done something i never could hv imagine that I've actually done it. I've say stuff and do stuff that actually hurt someone. I'm so sorry. I'll promise i wont do it ever for i know the feelings of being played because i was once toyed by the girl i like most. I know how it feels. Been such a dreamer and said stuff which i dont really know wat i'm saying and doin ridiculous stuff. This whole year had been a dream but a wonderful one. Everyday is a new experience and i guess experiences is wat make a person to grow up. Just pray and hope to be a better person each day. No matter how bad the past was, it will still be a part of me. A part that helps me to grow up and to be someone better. And falling for u was the greatest thing in my life. Haha seriously is been a dream all this while. Maybe i should wake up by now. I know is not possible but is ok. Just hope everything is fine and thats my wish. Ah, hack. Here it goes again.

Inspiring Story

“If a stranger were to approach you with a deal, any amount of money you would desire for 18 years of your life, would you take it ?” asked Luna moonfang. Phantom Assasin raised her eyebrow , Lina Inverse sipped her coffee quietly, Anti-Mage glanced at her fiancée, Crystal Maiden, whilst Zues chuckled and replied, “What kind of weird question is that?” “Its not weird . I’m just asking for your opinions and I want an honest answer. Would you give up the last 18years of your life in exchange for riches beyond belief?” With eyes wide open, Phantom Assasin answered defiantly , “Why I certainly would not! Not a single portion of my life is for sale!” “You barely gave it a thought, Broodmother. I mean, its not your entire life, just 18 years of it. Lets say you’re destined to live until 90. Taking the deal would make it 72. Then you will still have plenty of golden years to see your grandchildren… if you plan it right, that is” “But for all you know , you could drop dead on the spot once you signed the deal,” interrupted Crystal Maiden. “Imagine living on borrowed time. What a scary thought.” “Well every deal has its risks. Still you can’t look at things from the negative point of view. Why, with our current living standards, everyone should live until 70, with the right food and proper exercise. Imagine having all the riches you could only dream about, without having to lift a finger,” Luna moonfang ended with a sigh, as she envisioned sports cars and bungalows. Anti-Mage jabbed Crystal Maiden and said, “ I never knew you had a money-thirsty friend,” Crystal Maiden eyed her fiancé of six months and replied ,”She’s your sister” The group laughed upon seeing the antics of the couple. “Who put you up to this? Did someone actually make you the offer?” sniggered Zues , halfway through his café’s famous cappuccino “Nah. It just came to me one day and when I asked my friends, they game me all kinds of answers. Some said life was more worth than money or gold, some said that they preferred happiness and love and some even called me a gold-digger just for thinking the question,” explained the youngest member of the group. “I just thought that I’d get different replies from my working friends,” she continued, eyeing everyone around the table as she spoke “So, it’s a collective no then?” “Yup!” And went up a ring of hands around the table except Lina Inverse who had remained silent throughout the whole conversation “I’d take the deal.” Luna moonfang eyed the quiet social worker and said, “Whoa Lina Inverse . You’re the last person here I’d expect to say yes.” “Well , when you think about it, it’s a chance of a lifetime. So why I wouldn’t I ?” Lina Inverse replied as she placed her empty cup on the table. Zues injected ,”But surely the money’s not worth it. I mean, what if you had only three months to live? Think of all the wonderful things in life that you’d be giving up.” “The people you love,” added Anti-Mage whilst giving Crystal Maiden a smooch on the cheek “The holidays and wedding gifts,”winked Crystal Maiden, happy at the attention. “Friends and family,” smiled Phantom Assasin a mother of two “You will be throwing out what’s really important in life for money which , if I may remind you, you can’t take it to the grave,” concluded Zues “First things first,” Lina Inverse interjected, eyeing Zues .”I may ahem…, live longer than three months.” “Point taken.” Replied the coffee owner. “But what if you don’t ?” “Well, then I guess I’d need to write a will, leaving portions of money to Luna moonfang so she can take her Masters degree, Phantom Assasin so she can set up a college fund for her daughter, to Crystal Maiden and Anti-Mage so they can buy that dream house at the beach and to Zues, who wants to open up more branches so everyone else can enjoy excellent cappuccino that he makes,” she replied, looking at each friend around the table The group fell silent, quietly ashamed of the negative thoughts they had of her. “Money can be the root of all evil, but you don’t have to serve the devil to enjoy it. I may not have much use for millions of dollars no matter how long I live, but I know orphanages and abandoned old folks who can benefit from the money. And there are many researches institutes which would appreciate the funding to find cures for cancer and AIDS. All the need is someone to give up 18 years of his/her life for is.”

Elusive

What it is feel like to fall for someone so deeply?
What it is feel like to miss someone so badly?
Fate has brought us so far that nothing can replace ur position and the things u've done that forever will be etched within my memory. From the day we met, we laugh, till the day we say goodbye. U're the onli one that brings about the tears back in me again and u're the onli one that are able to make me smile when i'm feeling lousy. I tried my best not to think about u coz i know is sellfish for me to love u when u dont have the same feelings towards me. Every single thing i do i cant concentrate for u're always in my mind. I did anything possible just to get u out of my head. I might be weak. But I promise, I promise i'll grow stronger to stand for tomorrow and to tell myself that u've left footprints in my heart. Everlasting.

Gone

There's a thousand words
That I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago
You walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you
Said to me
You were acting so strange,
Mmm
Maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out
And leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that
You were right here
Right now

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains
You're

Gone
You're gone
Baby you're
Gone, girl you're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
You're

Now I don't wanna make
Excuses baby
Won't change the fact
That you're gone
But if there is something
That I could do
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so
Slowly now
Guess that's my life
Without you
And maybe I could change
My every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't
Love me too
Please say you do

Yeah

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're

Gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
Oh

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me

Oh

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're gone

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a manAnd be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're

Gone
You're Gone
You're gone
You're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
But the truth re-mains
You're