Undescribable Yet Unforgetable

Perhaps this is one of the most peculiar event that happen in my life. This event indeed left footprints in my heart. Well, according to one of my friend, Ivan, he said it was sick. Haha. I dunno, maybe it is. It just happen recently. There was this girl, she was a very distantly related cousin of mine but her mum was adopted so.... (Hard to explain, Lets move on 1st to get u a clearer picture). Ok. I've already met her quite some time during some inportant event like CNY, Xmas or gathering. For me, she's a girl that is pretty, lovely and there is something in her that makes a connection between both of us that she gives me a feeling where she is the kinda of girl that i can hold and protect. It all started, when i was at the funeral service, she came too. Actually i really hate this sort of stuff but i have do it (The funeral service). During that time, few of my cousin said that she was glancing at me for number of times but i thought it was a joke and i dint really pay much attention to it and continue to do my duty as in collecting money for the service. After some time, i was bored and i looked around. I saw the girl sort of like looking at me so i... (as always i turn away). After all the prauers and stuff were over, all of us left. The funeral service was held for 2 days. The 2nd day, after all the services, all of us were tired and exhausted and we decided to go back coz later at nite we still have a dinner to go. While we were heading back, i saw the girl behind her grandma. I wave to her grandma coz i know her, and then the girl thought i was waving at her so she waved back at me. She smiled abit when she was waving. She was indeed a pretty and nice girl. At that nite, the dinner. I dint really eat much for i have eaten wif my bro be4 this. After the dinner, when i was chatting wif all my cousin, the girl came by and ask me for my phone number. At that time i was quite scared coz all of my cousin were there and even my bro. My hands are shaking when i type to her the phone number so i dunno whether i hv type correctly. During that time, i heard my relatives saying something like ...(Can la, can la) not really sure but that is what i heard. Be4 leaving she smiled abit and waved at me. I cant lie to myself for i really hv feelings for her but....... there is already a girl in my heart. Haha. Irony as it is the girl that i like doesnt like me. Well, perhaps this is what i called LOVE.