Fantasy

Fantasy. Fantasy is simple, really. Some fantasy is only meant to exist in our dreams and only there. Well, is funny really, how someone can do so much for the one they love. It doesnt matter them as long as they can be with the one they love. Well, i might have been a complete idiot in front of u or perhaps i might even say stuff that is ridiculous and make myself look like a fool, but that is just because i dont wanna act as someone i'm not to u. I know, i know clearly that u doesnt have the same feelings i have for u towards me but eventhough i knew about it, i still.. i still dwell upon u. Well... everything is over now. Perhaps one day i might forget bout ur laughter, ur smile or maybe even ur voice.. but i will always remember that i have love u. I'm sory coz i shouldnt be saying this, really. Well, i hope we will meet in the near future and i certainly hope that u will find a guy that is far better than me, ever, because u deserve someone better. Well, let fate decide everthing... Ah hack, i think i should stop here. I really sound so pathetic nowadays. So sory.

Butterflies

1 more exam to go and we're free like butterflies. Haha. Well, i guess there is good and bad. Haihz, nowadays getting more and more pathetic. Haha, can sense it. Even one of my buddy told me, I'm getting more pathetic. Maybe, he is right. Well.. i guess this is wat happens when u fall for someone, badly. Haha. Ah, hack.. again. Geesh, i feel like banging on the wall now with my head, at the very least u can forget bout everything. Haha, nar, i wont do it because my chemistry is 2 days ahead. After that, maybe. Haha. Well, as i've just mentioned, 1 more paper to go. Haha. Everyone will be able to spread their wings. Just hope everything turn out the way it is and well..... Happy holiday.

I miss you like crazy

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want
You're all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy

One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you, holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings gone
I give my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
This time
Believe that I
I guess
I'm down to my last cry
[Cry...]

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to wait for me
Still I sit, all alone
Wishing all my feelings gone

Gotta get over you [Gotta get over you]
Nothing for me to do [Yeah..]
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
This time..
Believe that I
I know I've gotta be strong
Cos my whole life goes on and on
And on.. and on.... [Oh..]

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my
One last cry..One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Believe that I
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down to my last cry..

My Lovable Lecturer

Haha. Without u all, i wont know so much about science. Haha. Thx. There is something i wanted to say about all the lecturers that hv taught me. Well, here it goes:

Mrs Kee (Math) ,

This is wat she wrote to me in my year book : May God's richest blessing be upon you.
Description : Well, she's a pretty nice teacher to me. Haha. Caring and responsible teacher. Though at times ur lessons might be boring but u're still my wonderful lecturer, as always. Haha. Oh yea, to be true, i'm sorry teacher. I dun think i'm dat wonderful boy u think i am coz i dont do my work. Haha. Thx you.

Mrs Param (Bio) ,

This is wat she wrote to me in my year book :Dear Colin, my wish for u is tat.. Your dreams stay big and your worries small. May God bless you always.
Description : Haha, seriously i love her comments the most. She wrote the song 'My Wish' lyrics to me. Haha. Thx teacher. Hmm, she's also a caring and responsible teacher. Well, teacher though u might be abit too naggy at times but u just want me to be a better person so... Thx you.

Kevin Goh (ESL) ,

This is wat he wrote to me in my year book : Hey, Colin. Dont give up in life! God helps those whose love themself. Like how I love you all. Ha!Ha!Ha!
Description : Haha, he's a great teacher, he's understanding and caring. He's the only teacher i speak cantonese with. Haha. Thx, sir for ur lessons. Oh yea, I hope u're coming to Singapore with us. Haha.

Ms Lai (Chem) ,

This is wat she wrote to me in my year book : Dear Colin, All the best in your finals and your future undertakings.
Description: Hmm, she's a understanding and nice teacher. Haha. Sory, teacher coz i always dun listen in ur class. Not because i dun want, is.. Truely, coz u speak abit too fast for me. Haha but is ok. Ur notes are great. Thx you.

Mr Yap (Phy) ,

He wrote nothing to me in my year book...
Description : Well, he's a responsible teacher. He's lesson is nv boring for me. Haha. Mayb is because i like physics but he is truely a good teacher i suppose. Well, u might hate me. I'm not sure but u're still my lecturer. U taught me and i'm suppose to be grateful. Haha. Thx you, sir.

Thx you all for teaching me. I wont let u all down. I mean... err.. I'll try my best. Haha. Dont guarantee will produce results. U all are certainly my lovable lecturer. Thx you teacher.

Final Moments

Well, tmw is the last day of college. Days gone by so quickly that when I was about to realised it, is already too late. Haha. Somehow or rather, i realised a drastic change in myself. Maybe is because as days gone by, we become more and more mature for everyday is a new learning process that sooner or later served us as our experiences in life. To some of u, hmm, i dunno, haha, well, i might be.... hmm, bad? or maybe jerkish but is ok and not to be forgotten, haha... sorry. Lol. Seriously, I did not know goin to school would be that nice until I met all of u. This year had been such a wonderful dream. Thanks to all of u for the wonderful memory that u have given me that makes it a wonderful dream. Without it, the existing me for now will not exist. To some of u, i might not see u again or we might not see each other again. For that, i would like to wish u good luck in life and to all the things u do. Haha. Well, i guess this is another one of my crap. Lol.

To all my classmates~: Fate has brought us all together and i would like to thanks all of u. Though there are times that we have to bid farewell to each other but the memories we have shared will always be remembered. Goodluck in life. ^.^y Haha.

Oh, crap... Is 8 already, well hope to see u all in the near future. =)

Naega Nuweottteon Chimdae (In My Bed)

Oneul deureosseo
nege saero-un namjaga saenggyeotttago beolsseo
ni chingu-ui ibeul tonghaeseo modu da peojyeosseo
niga eotteoke sagwigo inneunji neomu nollabeoryeosseo

Na-ege ju-eottteon ttokkkateun seonmureul mandeureojweosseo
ttokkkateun naeyongi damgin pyeonjil deotpputyeosseo
ireon sarangeun cheo-eumiramyeonseo baby

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde

Nareul bulleottteon ttokkkateun hochingeuro geu sarameul bureugo
naega neol deryeo gan gottteureul geu saram sonjapkko
machi cheo-eumgaboneun saramcheoreom seolle-ineun cheokhamyeo
modeun ge nawa hamkkehaettteon sojunghan chu-eoktteurinde
geu saramgwa dashihamyeon da jiweojiltende
urichu-eokttereul wae ji-uneunde waewae

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde

Naega tattteon cha
naega attteon uija
naega seo-ittteon jari-e geu sarami isseo
saranghandago maradeon ipssullo ije dareun saramui ibeul matjjugo
isseo

Naega nuweottteon chimdae-e nuweo
naege ju-eottteon nunbicheul jumyeo
sarangeul nanweo dareun saramgwa eotteoke beolsseo ireoke nal ijeo
mideojijiga anha jeongmal nal saranghagineun han geon maja
naneun ajiktto dareun sarangeun saenggakjjochado haji
mothaneunde