Friday, October 12, 2007

Inspiring Story

“If a stranger were to approach you with a deal, any amount of money you would desire for 18 years of your life, would you take it ?” asked Luna moonfang. Phantom Assasin raised her eyebrow , Lina Inverse sipped her coffee quietly, Anti-Mage glanced at her fiancée, Crystal Maiden, whilst Zues chuckled and replied, “What kind of weird question is that?” “Its not weird . I’m just asking for your opinions and I want an honest answer. Would you give up the last 18years of your life in exchange for riches beyond belief?” With eyes wide open, Phantom Assasin answered defiantly , “Why I certainly would not! Not a single portion of my life is for sale!” “You barely gave it a thought, Broodmother. I mean, its not your entire life, just 18 years of it. Lets say you’re destined to live until 90. Taking the deal would make it 72. Then you will still have plenty of golden years to see your grandchildren… if you plan it right, that is” “But for all you know , you could drop dead on the spot once you signed the deal,” interrupted Crystal Maiden. “Imagine living on borrowed time. What a scary thought.” “Well every deal has its risks. Still you can’t look at things from the negative point of view. Why, with our current living standards, everyone should live until 70, with the right food and proper exercise. Imagine having all the riches you could only dream about, without having to lift a finger,” Luna moonfang ended with a sigh, as she envisioned sports cars and bungalows. Anti-Mage jabbed Crystal Maiden and said, “ I never knew you had a money-thirsty friend,” Crystal Maiden eyed her fiancé of six months and replied ,”She’s your sister” The group laughed upon seeing the antics of the couple. “Who put you up to this? Did someone actually make you the offer?” sniggered Zues , halfway through his café’s famous cappuccino “Nah. It just came to me one day and when I asked my friends, they game me all kinds of answers. Some said life was more worth than money or gold, some said that they preferred happiness and love and some even called me a gold-digger just for thinking the question,” explained the youngest member of the group. “I just thought that I’d get different replies from my working friends,” she continued, eyeing everyone around the table as she spoke “So, it’s a collective no then?” “Yup!” And went up a ring of hands around the table except Lina Inverse who had remained silent throughout the whole conversation “I’d take the deal.” Luna moonfang eyed the quiet social worker and said, “Whoa Lina Inverse . You’re the last person here I’d expect to say yes.” “Well , when you think about it, it’s a chance of a lifetime. So why I wouldn’t I ?” Lina Inverse replied as she placed her empty cup on the table. Zues injected ,”But surely the money’s not worth it. I mean, what if you had only three months to live? Think of all the wonderful things in life that you’d be giving up.” “The people you love,” added Anti-Mage whilst giving Crystal Maiden a smooch on the cheek “The holidays and wedding gifts,”winked Crystal Maiden, happy at the attention. “Friends and family,” smiled Phantom Assasin a mother of two “You will be throwing out what’s really important in life for money which , if I may remind you, you can’t take it to the grave,” concluded Zues “First things first,” Lina Inverse interjected, eyeing Zues .”I may ahem…, live longer than three months.” “Point taken.” Replied the coffee owner. “But what if you don’t ?” “Well, then I guess I’d need to write a will, leaving portions of money to Luna moonfang so she can take her Masters degree, Phantom Assasin so she can set up a college fund for her daughter, to Crystal Maiden and Anti-Mage so they can buy that dream house at the beach and to Zues, who wants to open up more branches so everyone else can enjoy excellent cappuccino that he makes,” she replied, looking at each friend around the table The group fell silent, quietly ashamed of the negative thoughts they had of her. “Money can be the root of all evil, but you don’t have to serve the devil to enjoy it. I may not have much use for millions of dollars no matter how long I live, but I know orphanages and abandoned old folks who can benefit from the money. And there are many researches institutes which would appreciate the funding to find cures for cancer and AIDS. All the need is someone to give up 18 years of his/her life for is.”

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Elusive

What it is feel like to fall for someone so deeply?
What it is feel like to miss someone so badly?
Fate has brought us so far that nothing can replace ur position and the things u've done that forever will be etched within my memory. From the day we met, we laugh, till the day we say goodbye. U're the onli one that brings about the tears back in me again and u're the onli one that are able to make me smile when i'm feeling lousy. I tried my best not to think about u coz i know is sellfish for me to love u when u dont have the same feelings towards me. Every single thing i do i cant concentrate for u're always in my mind. I did anything possible just to get u out of my head. I might be weak. But I promise, I promise i'll grow stronger to stand for tomorrow and to tell myself that u've left footprints in my heart. Everlasting.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Gone

There's a thousand words
That I could say
To make you come home
Seems so long ago
You walked away
Left me alone
And I remember what you
Said to me
You were acting so strange,
Mmm
Maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out
And leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that
You were right here
Right now

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains
You're

Gone
You're gone
Baby you're
Gone, girl you're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
You're

Now I don't wanna make
Excuses baby
Won't change the fact
That you're gone
But if there is something
That I could do
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so
Slowly now
Guess that's my life
Without you
And maybe I could change
My every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around
And find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't
Love me too
Please say you do

Yeah

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're

Gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
You're gone
Oh

What will I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Baby why don't you see
That I need you here with me

Oh

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man
And be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're gone

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a manAnd be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth re-mains you're

Gone
You're Gone
You're gone
You're gone
Baby girl you're gone
You're gone
But the truth re-mains
You're

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Melodies of Life

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Gallery

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

You're a masterpiece
I know that he
Can't appreciate your beauty
Don't let him cheapen you
He don't see you like i do
Beautiful not just for show
Time that someone let you know

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
In his gallery

Thursday, September 6, 2007

If You're not the One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Pardon Me

This few weeks if u find me being ignorance or something, so sory coz bo mood nowadays. Not because of anything special, its just because i'm worried about my trial exam and i cant seem to focus on my studies. I tried to study for some time but it turns out reading the same line for 3000 times. Haihz. And sory if i've done anything wrong. I realized how close is trial and if this continue i will be dead. Haihz. Cham. Headache. Hope to recover soon. ARGHHH!!!