From the very beginning, the girl'sfamily objected strongly on herdating this guy. Saying that it hasgot todo with family background & that thegirl will have to suffer for therest of her life if she were to bewith him.Due to family's pressure, thecouple quarrel very often. Though thegirl love the guy deeply, but shealways ask him: 'How deep is your lovefor me?'As the guy is not good with hiswords, this often causes the girl tobe very upset. With that & thefamily's pressure, the girls oftenvent her anger on him. As for him, heonly endure it in silence.After a couple of years, the guyfinally graduated & decided to furtherhis studies in overseas. Beforeleaving, he proposed to the girl: 'I'mnot very good with words. But all Iknow is that I love you. If you allowme, I will take care of you for therest of my life. As for your family,I'll try my best to talk themround. Will you marry me?'The girl agreed, & with the guy'sdetermination,the family finally gavein & agreed to let them get married.So before he leaves, they got engaged.The girl went out to the workingsociety, where as the guy was overseas,continuing his studies. They senttheir love through emails &phone calls. Though it's hard, butboth never thought of giving up.One day, while the girl was on herway to work,she was knocked down by acar that lost control. When she wokeup, she saw her parents beside herbed. She realized that she was badlyinjured. Seeing her mum crying, shewanted to comfort her. But she realizedthat all that could come out of hermouth was just a sigh.She has lost her voice...... Thedoctor says that the impact on herbrain has caused her to lose her voice.Listening to her parents' comfort,butwith nothing coming out from her, shebroke down. During the stay inhospital, besides silence cry ...it'sstill just silence cry that companiedher.Upon reaching home, everythingseems to be the same. Except for theringing tone of the phone. Whichpierced into her heart every time itrang.She does not wish to let the guyknow & not wanting to be a burden tohim,she wrote a letter to him sayingthat she does not wish to wait anylonger.With that, she sent the ring backto him. In return, the guy sentmillions & millions of reply, andcountless of phone calls, all the girlcould do, besides crying, is stillcrying....The parents decided to move away,hoping that she could eventuallyforget everything & be happy. With anew environment, the girl learns signlanguage & started a new life. Tellingher everyday that she must forget theguy.One day, her friend came & told herthat he's back. She asked her friendnot to let him know what happenedto her. Since then, there wasn'tanymore news of him.A year has passed & her friend camewith an envelope, containing aninvitation card for the guy'swedding. The girl was shattered. Whenshe open the letter, she saw her namein it instead.When she was about to ask herfriend what's going on, she saw theguy standing in front of her. He usedsign language telling her 'I've spenta year's time to learn sign language.Just to let you know that I've notforgotten our promise. Let me have thechance to be your voice. I Love You.With that, he slipped the ring backinto her finger. The girl finallysmiled.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Watashi wa anata ga inakute totemo sabishiidesu
I miss her so much. I hope she's with me. The one girl that i've ever truly fell in love with.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
baCk.
Due to Colin's lazyness of updating the blog, I shall sweep off the dusts, remove all cobwebs and hold that responsibilities for just an itsy bitsy teeny weeny moment.
Anyone visiting this page would then be able to find out that.. :D
He's currently studying at Monash, Sunway.
As of now it'd be Year 2, First Semester - halfway.
And that's all I know or have to say, anywaySs.
He's doing fine.
He hates the workload.
He's good at gaming (wtf?).
I think he thinks about you guys once in a while.
Do keep in touCh with him.
He's sad.
No, that's a lie.
Oh, and he's on Facebook too. Go aDd! :)
-doinkerSs
Anyone visiting this page would then be able to find out that.. :D
He's currently studying at Monash, Sunway.
As of now it'd be Year 2, First Semester - halfway.
And that's all I know or have to say, anywaySs.
He's doing fine.
He hates the workload.
He's good at gaming (wtf?).
I think he thinks about you guys once in a while.
Do keep in touCh with him.
He's sad.
No, that's a lie.
Oh, and he's on Facebook too. Go aDd! :)
-doinkerSs
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
All my life
Well.. ermm this might be my last blogging coz i dunno when will i blog again because.. there is a number of reasons :
1) Uni starting pretty soon and ermm.. i dunno whether izzit stressful or not so ermm.. might not have the time.
2) This is killing me and i hope to stop
3) Hold on to what i hv left within me
Well, since this is the last.. i better make it a long wan. I really wanted to tell u that i really find u the most special person that i hv ever met. U changed me to a better person.. more mature perhaps? Really, u're the only one that i've ever had this feelings for. I dunno. This question remains elusive, somehow. I know the chances of finding someone like u again is like.. ermm locating a particular person in a billions of crowd? Haha, i really dunno wat i'm saying here. Well, i dunno whether u like me or not but that doesnt matter anymore coz we might not be seeing each other again. Seriously, i dun mind studying anything. In fact, i had a plan once to study with the one i love most. Haha, immature eh? Well, i guess life never turns out according to plan, in my case. But i think, i'm never worthy for u. Perhaps, ermm.. i dunno.. immature? the way i talk? Haha, still talking like one. For the past 2 months i've been really in a mess, goin to CC for almost 24 hours a day just to stop myself from thinking. Crazy eh? Haha. Well, i guess i cant hlp it. But for the past 2 months besides all the CC i still did something which i think is more.. ermm... useful? Ermmm... essential? Nar, i dunno the word. I've already obtained my driving license and my piano lesson is half way through. As u can see.. i still like u alot. In fact i dunno whether i'll get over u. Maybe not. I really dunno what more i can say... is like... i've used all my words on u that there is none left. Sometimes is better not seeing each other because i rather not see u than to see u with another guy. Well, just hope that u'll find a guy that find himself worthy for u and most importantly, love u as much as i do or perhaps more than i do. And one last thing.. I heard this song in the radio that day and immediately the very 1st person i think of was u. This song means alot to me. Listen to this song.. is something from me to u, if u ever find ur way to this blog of mine..
1) Uni starting pretty soon and ermm.. i dunno whether izzit stressful or not so ermm.. might not have the time.
2) This is killing me and i hope to stop
3) Hold on to what i hv left within me
Well, since this is the last.. i better make it a long wan. I really wanted to tell u that i really find u the most special person that i hv ever met. U changed me to a better person.. more mature perhaps? Really, u're the only one that i've ever had this feelings for. I dunno. This question remains elusive, somehow. I know the chances of finding someone like u again is like.. ermm locating a particular person in a billions of crowd? Haha, i really dunno wat i'm saying here. Well, i dunno whether u like me or not but that doesnt matter anymore coz we might not be seeing each other again. Seriously, i dun mind studying anything. In fact, i had a plan once to study with the one i love most. Haha, immature eh? Well, i guess life never turns out according to plan, in my case. But i think, i'm never worthy for u. Perhaps, ermm.. i dunno.. immature? the way i talk? Haha, still talking like one. For the past 2 months i've been really in a mess, goin to CC for almost 24 hours a day just to stop myself from thinking. Crazy eh? Haha. Well, i guess i cant hlp it. But for the past 2 months besides all the CC i still did something which i think is more.. ermm... useful? Ermmm... essential? Nar, i dunno the word. I've already obtained my driving license and my piano lesson is half way through. As u can see.. i still like u alot. In fact i dunno whether i'll get over u. Maybe not. I really dunno what more i can say... is like... i've used all my words on u that there is none left. Sometimes is better not seeing each other because i rather not see u than to see u with another guy. Well, just hope that u'll find a guy that find himself worthy for u and most importantly, love u as much as i do or perhaps more than i do. And one last thing.. I heard this song in the radio that day and immediately the very 1st person i think of was u. This song means alot to me. Listen to this song.. is something from me to u, if u ever find ur way to this blog of mine..
Monday, January 28, 2008
Confusion
If i really love u that much why should i even think of letting u go? Maybe.. maybe i know that our relationship might not work? Or maybe because i know this is a one sided-romance? Or is it just plain coward? I saw u on9 that day, i was actually very happy.. but sometimes is just that how u feel about others does not make others feel the same for u, so... its kinda like i really wanted to talk to u but i dunno wat i should say. Haihz. But i'm glad to know u're alright there. Perhaps u hv even found someone u like there. Well, as long as u're happy, i will be.. for u. Ah, hack.. I'm pathetic.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Best In Me
Sometimes ur words means different to others. I dunno. It seems happening to me all the time. Well, i'm suppose i'm a lousy speaker? Same goes to the things u do. U know u're goin to fail and yet u tried. Human nature? I'm not that sure either. Perhaps i knew that u dont like me but yet it seems that there is always this hope that keeps me goin on. I dunno why i love u so much. Maybe its not all about the hope, maybe is because u bring out the best in me that none other can.
Cause u bring out the best in me
Like no one else can do
That's why i'm by ur side
That's why i love u
I really do miss u so much even until now. Seriously, i'm so down without u and sometimes i wish i could see u again eventhough... The reason why i blogged so much lesser nowadays because blogging reminds me of u. A place where i voiced out my heart. Though it reminds me of u, yet i'm still doing it.
Cause u bring out the best in me
Like no one else can do
That's why i'm by ur side
That's why i love u
I really do miss u so much even until now. Seriously, i'm so down without u and sometimes i wish i could see u again eventhough... The reason why i blogged so much lesser nowadays because blogging reminds me of u. A place where i voiced out my heart. Though it reminds me of u, yet i'm still doing it.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Incomplete
Its been a awhile again. I'm seriously lost nowadays and for the past month i've been completely stupefied. I guess i'm really completely in love with her. I still cant let u go. Is all my fault, i should hv told u how i felt about u but i hesitated. I'm such a coward and a loser. But even if i told u how much i love u that doesnt make u feel the same way towards me. I hesitated because i think i'm not good enough for u. U're really the one girl i ever see this way before. Is really... i dunno.. Haihz. There is so many question i wanna ask u and i've not seen u for awhile. I know u know how i feel about u. That is why i hesitated even more when i saw u. Is really a one-sided romance i think this is.
Do u still remember the phrase i once told u before? Happy and whole? I finally know wat it means to be happy and whole. Because i'm so incomplete nowadays no matter what i do, without you. If i were to be given a choice on having u and letting go everything in my life, i do. Because i know i love u.
Do u still remember the phrase i once told u before? Happy and whole? I finally know wat it means to be happy and whole. Because i'm so incomplete nowadays no matter what i do, without you. If i were to be given a choice on having u and letting go everything in my life, i do. Because i know i love u.
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